I hate the internet and everything to do with it

Oh my GOD, you guys. This last final is being a bitch.

Here's the skinny: For my writing for the web class our final was to create and write an entire website or significantly rewrite an existing site. I decided to do (what else?) the Inis Nua site and rehaul the entire thing since it needed it anyway, thus killing two birds with one stone, etc.

I rewrote the entire site. Done. Easy. But now putting it together? I SUCK, people. SUCK. I am so bad at this and I need some actual damned web design classes and coding lessons instead of these stupid basic HTML lessons, which I obviously already know, but I can't do anything serious with. Adobe GoLive is not being the program for me.

I am so fucked, you guys. I guess technically I don't have to actually create an entire live site but I decided to do it because it needed it and deep down I know (and so does my professor) that I'm capable of this. So, yes fucked. This thing is due Wednesday morning. Despite having worked on this for most of the weekend, I have diddly by way of something to hand in. I have it all written. I know exactly how I want it to look and work. Can I get Adobe GoLive or Photoshop or even stinky Quark to cooperate with me? No. I'm freaking out a little.

I totally want to scream right now. I've said the word "motherfucker" at least 13 times in the last 30 minutes. I hate that I can't create what's in my mind's eye. It's beyond frustrating.

HAAAAAAATTEEEE

Send booze, please.